Bad attitude

Yup. That was me today. Oh my goodness or should I say badness. First, it was sizzling hot out and I wore a sweatshirt in the  beginning of the day on my errands. Then I wanted to chew off the head of the lady at the verizon store who was in no mood for my extreme frustration with 2 phones in a row not working  and really was probably secretly praying I would get the heck out of her store and then later with gritted teeth I asked the lady on the phone from Charter if she would please take my name off the list since they call me every 3 weeks to see if I want more service than I bargained for...oh my gosh...so exactly what was my issue??? not sure except when I went to the prayer house at Bethel and walked around outside on this beautiful magificently gorgeous day, and poured my heart out to God I had a good cry over nothing at all and He somehow just wrapped His arms around me.  I came away repentant for my bad attitude but more than that with a sense of acceptance even though I felt I needed a good swift kick. I don't know why God is so insistently kind to me but I can't seem to get enough of it. (well actually its probably because its His nature) Apparently its all it takes to get me thinking the way He thinks and bad attitude melted away as I moved on to the next item of the day with my babysitting job, where I was greeted with a big smile, and then on top of all that flowers arrived from an anonymous giver who signed "Papa". God is good to me but boy oh boy was my attitude bad but God was good to me. Thats all I can say about that.